Tonight I ran.
In the dark.
As an athlete.
No one really saw me, just the odd person I happened to pass along the street corner.
Those rational people walking their dogs at night.
Not like me…they don't walk their dogs to prove to themselves a point.
Tonight I ran.
I ran to prove a point.
In his eyes I was just another athlete, just one of the lads.
Not a girl to contend with.
Not a girl to admire.
No, that was my beautiful friend.
She was the breath-taking one in jeans and a jumper.
I was the scroungy athlete in a warmups and trainers.
So tonight I ran.
To prove to myself in the midst of a pain that really shouldn't be,
in the midst of an insecurity and inferiority that I shouldn't have,
that I am an athlete.
A female athlete.
I run like a girl.
Try to keep up.
I can push myself to sweat
pain
and even tears.
I can be ready to collapse from a work-out session,
and then dig deep
and pull out another mile.
It's there.
I am that athlete,
but I'm also a woman.
And tonight,
in the dark,
in the rain,
where no-one was watching,
I proved it.
1 comment:
Thats real dignity!
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